Wednesday, November 9, 2005

No Calls

Mood: Distressed

Why haven't they called? I know it takes time to make a decision and it's only been a day or so. But still. I wish they'd call me to tell me one way or another, I just want to know so I could stop waiting. I have crazy dreams about hearing back about the job offer, if I was lucky enough to fall asleep. Two restless nights in a row and I have to get up at 5AM every morning. I guess the thought of staying at my current job just depresses me so much. If I knew that they're not going to hire me, then I can start working on my next prospect. But here I am, obsessed over a the phone and driving myself nuts. I'm not slightly motivated to do any work at my desk. I keep replaying my interviews over in my head and my self-doubt is growing by the minute. Where the heck is the stop button?

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